Another rubbish which makes sense ...... to me ...... at least .......Maybe the ppl in this country has become too shitty, morally, personally, characteristically, wotever, so much so that
14 out of 16 TV channels available in Indo have to show dramas on Islam, Islam, n Islam, n how u should repent.....not discriminating or insulting or anything, but if I'm still living in Indo, I will feel as it's Ramadhan the whole year round, because usually, only during the fasting month, all those shows with religious msg come in, but now, it's everyday, every morning, every afternoon, n every night. It's not a bad thing right, but I think it's kinda sickening, when the act is so fako, not the bad acting, it's the too good to be true characters, pleeeease, nobody is so morally upright and not be mad when provoked, tortured, treated unfairly again & again, yeah, that's basically the whole storyline of most of such shows like sai right, as if having the same theme ahows everyday is not bad enough ;The super duper religious characters will be bullied by some bad guys, again n again, but those supposedly-saints nv get angry, patience and be brave, leave all of the matters and fate to the great one above, leave it to the one above, dun do anything, let them bully somemore and dun retaliate, over time, somehow, the bad guys will repent and all forgiven a nd live happily ever after, wtf. Maybe it's really cos of how crappy n inhuman the whole society is getting into, n of course with all bombings, cant blame them if they really need to straighten out some term like jihad via the media. Btw, there is this guy, killed his old mother, lied to the police, but of course he was caught eventually, he killed his mother for wot? For Rp150000, about S$30, maybe a huge sum for many, but certainly, not a huge sum to hurt ur old mother, let alone kill her, the worst thing is that the $ is for him to get himself a whore, for one night, n how long he is jailed? 15 years, wow. Maybe it's just the law here, but then I tot of another case, corruption of a governor, worth Rp 1 billion, I dunno how much damage n how bad the effect is, anyway that guy got life imprisonment, is it fair, I know in China he's definitely already dead by now, but then again, one is money n one is a life, a mother's life, I dunno lar. It makes me think of another thing, anyway, it's a common thought, is money the root of all evil? Cos they all come down to money, cos of money, families slaughter each other, bodies are chopped, etc. Maybe in the end $ is the solution, not ultimate solution, but at least there will be much less of such murders that happen everyday here, cos I notice, these things happen mostly in the less loaded ppl n environment. I maybe wrong, but at least that is what I observed so far. $ cant buy everything but no $ also cannot do anything, too little $ no good, too much is nv bad right, or is it. So I guess, yah, at least with more $, the tendency to kill will be less, but then again, man is insatiable, if all ppl can be like me, so sensible, the world will be a better place siah, hiehiehiehiehie. N, if I'm not mistaken, animals dun prey for more if they are not hungry and when they are full, humans on the other hand nv stop to pursue for more, more n more, especially, when it comes to $, I'm one of them I think, but of course not to the extent of killing my own uncle n dump his corpse in the well or engaging a dukun/bomoh to curse somebody to death, haiz ..... so much for being the more intelligent, developed and civilized species, homosapiens sounds shitty to me actually. But then again, $ may mean so much more to some ppl for wotever reason or some background/experience, if u know wot I mean, n but then again, $ is a result of civilization, however $ is the reason those barbaric acts, however again, money does contribute hugely to progress oriented society, which is not a good thing, so the problem isn't really money right? Human is the problem, me ,u , everybody. So many but thens in this world, this world is so very complicated, nothing is straightforward, maybe it's humans who make things complicated and sucky, so humans sucks, me n u sucks. Talking about humans sucks, man, I can go on and on about this shit I'm crapping, it reminds me of the phrase in Chinese which means '
to be human is to suffer', actually this saying is in tune with the Buddhist principle, which says if somebody is sinful or has not attain nirvana, enlightment, does that mean ppl who attain nirvana= ppl who has no sin or vice versa? Hmmm, I think im messed up about this, hmmmm, but anyhow, that person will be reincarnated to live in this world again, to be animals, humans, anything, according to degree of sins, this is where karma comes in, everything in this world will face sufferings, only to different extent for different individuals. That's why the old ppl like to say '
all the babies cry when they come to this world, why, because hardship n suffering awaits them in this world, if the baby dun cry, it's because he/she is dead n dun need to face this cruel shit world' How right! make sense to me, although my frens say it's nonsense, I think it's so very true, in fact I think it's a part of law of nature actually. So it also mean, to give birth will mean to bring hardship to a life, all parents will slap me if they hear this, aiyah, I'm just making some connection in this whole matter ..... So it's better for humans not to reproduce, cos the offspring's gonna have hard time, n human race is greatly part of the reason the state the world is in now, so no shitty human, no shitty world, cos the ppl extinct, not so bad actually, cos nobody needs to feel any shit anymore, aiyah, whatever, talk about suicidal intention, dun worry, no psychiatrist or asylum needed yet, just mentioning all these as a matter of fact.....
